And I just realised the effect of positivity and negativity. When you experience something positive, and experience something negative, both perceived to be of same importance with the same level of magnitude, you would expect yourself to be neutral/indifferent coz logically you would expect the two to cancel off one another, but in real life this is never true. You always feel it more when you experience negativity, and negativity will ALWAYS outweigh positivity.
But at least, after a couple of years in university, I realised that I'm actually OK with reading textbooks. In fact, I enjoy reading, but I dislike studying and going for exams. LOL.
Goodnight...